[10 Mar 2005|01:25pm] I am so happy at the moment because I am training to be a music promoter!! I'm doing well meeting all the bands and everything. I absolutely love LONDON. and for my birthday lois is coming to london with me whether you like it or not. I like buying dresses and shoes. I bought some today./.loads of pampeering stuff. I should be getting payed £100 a day once I've got the job at sweet n sour as a promoter. At the moment I'm only getting £8 an hour working at silhouettes.. and £5 an hour handing out flyers, I works out well because I love working for something I love. I went to wyke on friday. Only for an ickle bit. was quite weird but it didnt matter cos I was there to see lois. but i saw caroline and lucy.that was excellent!! I then went to lois's and we talked.it was really nice. then we went to richards and got pissed.... lois you got... SHIT FACED! hahaha.. bless you I had a great time I'll Bum you.

[02 Mar 2005|04:09pm] just had my lip pierced today. for the 5th time. I'm gonna try keep it in this time I'll Bum you.

[01 Mar 2005|09:05am] I've got kicked out of spiders for life YES THANK GOD! this is the best thing that has ever happened to me I can save my money now I work at silhouettes and I get paid 8 quid an hour!!! I flyer in town and get 5 quid an hour. All you fools that go to town just for the day to hang out...are fools. no one cares!! You all stink really bad I'm so much better than all of you Your emos I have a gig at welly club today. you don't You all get I'D!!!!! haha chow muther facka 2 Just Bummed. I'll Bum you.

[15 Feb 2005|10:59am] ooooo i went to london for a week and met CARLOS BARAT, RHYS IFANS (EYEBALL PAUL), SADIE FROST and AMY WINEHOUSE four celebs in one night baby 2 Just Bummed. I'll Bum you.

[01 Feb 2005|01:31pm] this weekend was good. saturday morning I met up with ted me boss.. And he offered me a job working at silhouettes so ace me gets to work there for 30 quid a night, which isnt bad. I'm totally looking forward to it cos it gives me an excuse to go out wivout spending my money. And getting money for it! at 1 i had to do 2 hours of flyering for silhouettes in the freezing cold but its worth the money. At least im doing something intown instead of just fucking about in town. I then went to my sisters and we got some chips:) was really yum. i got some money out and then got a taxi to sara and martins. Hadn't seen them too in ages so it was nice to see them. i got giving some wine. Once we got to silhouettes there was a huge queue. I made that! I proper proud sweet n sour is up and running. Its alot cheaper now too. As i walked in i gave them my tape which meant free entry for u and a mate and 4 free drinks. it was aceeee!!!! i bought all the drinks all at once. lol as we walked in they were giving free glow sticks away. and drumstick lollys and sweets. It was well cool! then they were giving out free shots. Loads of people were inside. and JODOF was DJin. woo! Eventually after my four drinks i went to spiders and saw LOIS./ was really ace to see her! did a bit of jiving and wondering round spiders then laura was really upset. had her crying in the toliets for a while. so she wanted to go home. bastard ex boyfriend of hers threw a drink at her. she so didnt deserve it. I took her home early but i didnt really get to say goodbye to everyone. I can't wait till tuesday. I'm off to leeds to appear in the 10,000 things video. then me and flo are off to london. then turismo play wednesday then paddingtons at borderline./ then I'm being showed round london. AGAIN! gonna go try see peter while im down there. hopefully he'll be doing an acoustic gig. Bye x I'll Bum you.

[26 Jan 2005|03:00pm] I had such a great day on friday. Went to london in turismos van and it was nice spending time with the guys. I think baggit is ace!!! anyway i met bex my friend from london and we went to a wetherspoons. got I'D but cheers to my access all areas badge. I got in anywhere i wanted lol. So the gig started and turismo where on first. After a couple of songs i got a tap on my shoulder and there was the legend flo! oh my god shes sucha pretty little thing. When chinese torcher was on, baggit dedicated it to me... so I went crazy, what an ace song though!! when rabbi to rabbi was on I stage invaded on my own but who cared! RYAN FROM THE CRIBS TURNED UP! ahhh sex. he was cute. but then flo and bex decided to come back to hull with us. we dint get back till 6am. I had a little sleep met my sister and then went to cinema. watched closer! and then went to spiders from the UGC. it was ace getting ready in the cinema toliets. I'm reallyb happy. best I've been this year!!! Gonna go to london for my half term. I love my friends down there.. they're great x I'll Bum you.

[19 Jan 2005|11:53am] had an ace night last night. Went to rhythm room.despite the fact is was empty. I had a really good time. Jeff buckley is sucha sweet singer. Must be played at my funeral. I need a new jacket so im gonna get grant to buy me one. cos he hates my jacket LOL. I'm quite happy. i love getting drunk. alchohol is ace! Saw matty my ex boyfriend last night but it was really cool. I prefer being his friend.. cos we actually talk more. I'm off to london on friday. I'm really excited about that:) going to see my london friends and watch turismo. I love pasta bakes!! gonna leave u with a question. why do mc donalds bread taste so sweet? its a mystery I'll Bum you.

[14 Jan 2005|12:49pm] all is good. Don't know whats going on at the moment. I guess i'll find out soon. I'm off to get my injection soon. how exciting. I've started to read. and recentley I have been reading dave davies autobiography. I am absoulety hooked. Not out this weeked. Not for a while even I'll Bum you.

[13 Jan 2005|02:04pm] Thought you'd have faith in me lois.. Guessed not:( 3 Just Bummed. I'll Bum you.

[12 Jan 2005|01:54pm] Ruth turns cockney Alright you cockers I'm geoff hurst so I'm gon'a get some gay and frisky. Bat I might pop darn to the oxo cube and hav'a richard the third. I've go get ma round the house on and salt lake cities. and me eddie grundies. so giv 'az a hit and miss. I kicked my bottle of porter in the jacobs crackers. The end which means: I'm thirsty so I'm gonna get some whisky. But I might pop down to the tube and have a shit. I gonna get my trousers on and titties. and my undies. So give me a kiss. I kicked my daughter in the knackers The end (againn) I love cockney slang! I'll Bum you.

[12 Jan 2005|01:38pm] is there such thing as infactualitly can your dreams become reality close your eyes and see fantasy you live in and if you want it that much you will never give in because if dreams werent dreams and dreams came true I wouldnt be writing this I'd be with you distance is a problem its not an issue cos every second that goes by you know I miss you But I want you and you want me so turn this dream into reality and as i fall asleep Im the one with the powers cos I know you'll be mine for the next few hours and on both of our parts I know this is tough seeing you now and then is never enough I may not be a phsycic with a crystal ball and I dont see a stranger hansome and tall I see you standing there where we first met the best day of my life which I'll never forget but I promise one day that things will change not been able to see you when I want feels strange one day we will be over this infactuation and you will no longer be a figment of my imagination and all of our dreams will have been and gone as we will be living our dreams together as one. Thank you x I'll Bum you.

[11 Jan 2005|10:41am] Who is my friend? I just don't know now. I feel like I've moved far away and just come back and you just don't know whos talking to you or not. I would love to know whos okay. It seems really silly why people have fallen out with me. They say its not because I've turned indie. But it obviously is... They must have a problem because they wouldn't go on about how much I've changed, and how shit the music is...And how gay grafton is when they've never been. I will be honest and I have took the piss out of the Straight edge.. Only because dane was being really mean to me when I tried to be Civil. When I did that, It hurt alot of people which I didn't want to hurt such as Jason and dieter. Dieter understands which is cool cos I would hate to loose dieter. I've known him from right at the beginning.. Even before I knew jason and dane. It was the days when queens gardens was full of ace fun people that didn't care about who wore what or whatever.. Everyone was happy and nice. I miss clarkson and lee alexander. when they use to be like best mates:) and clarkson was really funny and rude and made everyone laugh. When clarkson had is blonde highlights and everyone use to fancy him. and oh my god NODDY! How i miss him. The best parties ever in ottringham. My first kiss :) well... kind of. I was a dirty mosher...I do agree..I thought it looked good..and cos I've grown up..I realise it looks shit. Everyone changes. We grow up...we get taller, thinner, fatter, lower voiced, TITS! and so it doesn't matter. So I'm sorry for being a shit head to the straight edge people.. even danny.. But your the fucking one who started it. So basically.. the reason I'm in all this shit now was cos I stood up for myself when people took the piss out of me. AND I HATE FUCKING DUDES THAT LISTEN TO DANE and then they say they have their own opinions. I've realised from personally experience its true. Everyone learns something from someone. So as I end this. I'm saving up:) I'm gonna look real pretty, go to the gym, buy some new clothes. And I really like chris :) shh!;) 1 Just Bummed. I'll Bum you.

[08 Jan 2005|11:53am] im back...christmas was okay:) I'm now single and the night is young but this time because i am single I'm not gonna be like i was before. Probably because I'm not gutted about being finished. only a school girl crush. So anyway yesterday was ace. I wondered round town for a bit, then I met my acest london mate ever FLO. so i had to show her round the lovely place..haha. then we went to hogshead for a meal.. got drunk at saras house and that was funny. Then we went to piper. that was cool as. suprised i got in to be honest its really strict. when i got home i decided to ring me. Sorry riki and danny haha. 3 in the morning I'm so sorry but you can get me back one day. haha x I'm really happy at the moment. going to spiders tonite. left my bag there last week :S 1 Just Bummed. I'll Bum you.

[25 Dec 2004|11:45am] It's christmas... I haven't opened any presents yet! because I'm not home but I can't wait. I hope everyone has a good christmas.. oh except for the cockers of this year that have made my life hell. Nob shafts! I'm gonna forget the past now and look into the future with my dearest desire of music. No gay bands from hull... Just me! and spread my obsession of pete doh worldwide..its already reached london. Legend! The guys say merry ho ho halleiulia... Punk dan... these guys are men. and your a little boy! Lois don't ever forget the best we had in pozish..the photo...the stoner nights. sock on the fone and of course walkin to that party and trying to light a cigarette. ahhhh memories x Merry christmas love you all x Ruthus x 1 Just Bummed. I'll Bum you.

[09 Dec 2004|02:31pm] I just don't understand really. can people that hate you know..forget about the good times there have been. is it like they have no memory of the past? I feel like I've been used by my friends that used 2 like me. I've just read danes journal. he's still going on about me on livejournal. why can't he just drop it? I don't go on about it anymore. I've just started my life over again with a boyfriend. and gradually gaining trust of people and the other way round. I feel like I've been born again. I read a comment dan..as in PUNK DAN. saying I was a backstabbing bitch.. but I'm pretty sure he was to alot of people. he's only edge because everyone is... he only hates me because everyone else does..it's so obvious..is a little follower like a fucking sheep. and I hope he reads this. I've always been nice him. whats going on in this world... I am a nice person. I made a few mistakes. I don't even know where I stand with dieter. when I see him about its like I get a dirty look off him.like he doesnt want to know me but he said he would help me. He's probably just heard rumours. I'm Ruth. I'm clean and I'm a nice person. I love you lois...can we speak soon x christmas time x I'll Bum you.

[02 Dec 2004|10:22am] im really happy. I thought matty was like going off me but I rang him last night and it wasnt weird or anything. anyway he was boring me with his oasis knowledge. but im really glad its all sorted. I was just being paranoid.. but ooo so happy hehe. Might be going to silouettes saturday then welly with the legend LOIS! fucking sex me! yesh... good luck with ya job lois.. dont fall! touch wood....*just touches wood* i sex u............... 2 Just Bummed. I'll Bum you.

[25 Nov 2004|12:28pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | the libertines- don't be shy ] Omg I've just got the new re-released libertines album with the boys in the band dvd. It's fucking brilliant... go get it x so I'm going to welly club tonight which will be alrite i guess. I haven't really thought about what to wear but I'm gonna make an effort because I don't want to look all scruffy like I did before lol. I've been with matty a month today but I always have these feelings that I will get finish tonight. he never rings me... so i duno.. I hate being lonely I really do. I'm looking for love to hard I know I am... I have to think for myself more than others. But I do love my friends I really do. and I also shouldn't be so obsessed with pete doherty because I can't go without a day talking about peter... oh dear lol Anyway hopefully tonight will go okay but apparently I'm going to expect people apologizin 2 me. Cough* Lloyd...for being high and having ago at me for no reason at all.. Keep safe x 1 Just Bummed. I'll Bum you.

[24 Nov 2004|09:27am] [ mood | bitchy ] [ music | Thee Unstrung- You ] I'm sorry for never listening but all I want to say is Thank you lois for making me realise how shitty I've been. I guess we all make mistakes but I really don't understand why your giving me a second chance still. I love you so much// I really thought you'd listen to the others that don't like me but you will always be yourself and I love it. Thank you to Linzy, Rich,Dieter and Jack for helping me. Thanks to sammie for liking me for whatever I was up to. Sammie I hope your okay you seem a little down. I do worry for all my friends. even the friends that don't like me anymore. I have had a rough time but I've finally realised that the rock n roll scene isn't all rock n roll. It's FAKE, It's LIFE THREATNING, UNTALENTED and yeah just cos your a FUCKING ROCK N ROLL STAR DOESN'T MEAN YOU HAVE THE RIGHT TO SIT IN THE FRONT OF THE CAR. Fuking nob head. Oh yeah... and Matt College. "yeah propa cookin, Look at me I'm the best cos I'm the paddingtons guitar tech I don't know what I'm doing and I look like fucking big bird with my hair, oh yeah I'm a propa townie and I'm glad I made friends with the paddingtons because I get all the free drugs in the world, I can treat everyone below me like shit. Even women and If I can't get my own way I suck" So then matt you do realise how shit you sound. you might think you exist but once your laying in a hospital bed because you've O.D..think of all the people who will hate you. Your Mum? Anyway he is one guy I really don't care about because he's always been a shit head to me. I just wanted to humiliate him. I love y'all x 4 Just Bummed. I'll Bum you.

[10 Nov 2004|09:27am] Last Thursday was Lloyd's Birthday so we all went to welly to see Turismo and Thirteen Senses and then left for a Big party at grafton. ( Lloyd Paddingtons Super Birthday ) I'll Bum you.

[08 Nov 2004|03:10pm] For my first entry I thought Put pictures up of the Some of the best Nights out in welly this year </marquee></marquee> I'll Bum you.

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